Jesus Saw My Tears In The Dark!

 


Jesus Saw My Tears In The Dark!

Like all the blind persons I was just sitting alone in my favourite corner, minding my own blind business.

After sitting for years in one street corner, I became one with the place.

There is no way for me to make you understand or imagine how we live in a world where there are no lights.  

Blind persons are expected to be the most patient people in the world. Able bodied persons always feel pity and tone down their voices.

If only these people could know just how much this irritates us, they’d stop and desist from treating us shamefully.

Blind persons see and interpret the world through their surviving senses. I cannot count the heads of people like ordinary persons.

Believe it or not, I can tell you exactly how many people there are in the same room by identifying their unique voices!

Over a very long period of time, I’ve been hearing and listening to passers-by talking about this Prophet, the Man from Galilee. They said Jesus was His name.

In all my blind life I’ve never heard about any person being talked about so well and appreciated like Jesus was.

They told how He was healing the sick, making the lame to walk, the dumb to speak and how He cleansed the lepers.

Nobody has seen my tears, even my own mother. As a baby I could only cry out loud without any tears flowing from my eyes.

Even now after all these years no human being has ever seen my tears. Most people think blind persons cannot cry at all.

If only you will know, I used to cry in my sleep at night and felt so frustrated when no one in my home noticed I was already awake.

One bright morning, like I was in my wildest blind world: I heard the noise of the crowds grew louder and louder in my ears.  

Suddenly, I felt surrounded by this crowd as their noise levels subsided.

Jesus’s overwhelming Presence made my heart quaked with joy.  

Without saying a word, the Man simply made a spittle in His hands and smeared it around my eyes and sent me off to Siloam to wash my eyes.

Arriving at the Pool of Siloam, I squatted to reach the water and took a big scoop and washed off my eyes.

Like lightning, my eyes zapped open and for the first time, I could see my face in the water.

Thinking I was dreaming, I had to dunk my whole head inside the Pool, just in case.

For the very first time in my life, I cried and cried as I felt my warm tears flowed down my cheeks.

I collected all my tears inside the palms of my hands just to have a look at them.

Jesus, yes this Jesus of Galilee, saw my tears in the dark and made my eyes to cry.

I cried with joyful pain thinking... after all these years, I could feel my tears.

The Religious Leaders summoned my parents demanding to know who had opened my eyes?

My parents got fed up and told them I was old enough to speak for myself.

Give God the praise for your sight, we know this man is a sinner, they mocked me.

I became so visibly angry with them they had no choice except to throw me outside their Synagogue.

Miraculously, I found Jesus waiting for me. Seeing Jesus for the first time, I knelt down to kiss His feet.

Do you believe in the Son of God? Jesus asked me. Who is He that I might believe in Him, Lord? I am! Yes, I believe in you Lord!

Yes, only Jesus could see my tears in the dark!

O God, I saw my whole life inside my tears. I can’t stop crying! These tears Lord, cry for joy! No more darkness now! Jesus!


My Tears Story Song Written By: Sydney Pikelela Gutyungwa 
© March 10, 2023 
Featured Title Song: Drumline 
From The Title Album: Futurresoul 
Smooth Jazz Artist: Boney James 
© 2015 


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