PIKELELA GUTYUNGWA MEMOIRS

  LIFE CONUNDRUM Life begins with an intimate dance  between two souls.   interlocked in a tense sweaty passion  and emotional embrace of creation:  ending up in a nine month long  free fall from the skies.  Active tiny blob of tissues coils up  in intricate twists and turns of carefree serenade.  leisurely mutating into a  beautiful human embryo.   Suddenly, a waterfall of celebratory  noises and ululations are heard.  word goes round and round  because a baby was born today.  Babies depend on instinct  while children rely on embedded  trust upon their mothers for survival.  Life is always in autopilot mode  from the very first day: if babies and children were controllable  mothers wouldn’t suffer and  sweat so much.  Life is not a choice but happens to all  by design and marches on unabated.  Failure unimaginable had we been  afforded the right  t...

  LIFE CONUNDRUM Life begins with an intimate dance  between two souls.   interlocked in a tense sweaty passion  and emotional embrace of creation:  ending up in a nine month long  free fall from the skies.  Active tiny blob of tissues coil up  in intricate twists and turns of carefree serenade.  leisurely mutating into a  beautiful human embryo.   Suddenly, a waterfall of celebratory  noises and ululations are heard.  word goes round and round  because a baby is born today.  Babies depend on instinct  while children rely on embedded  trust upon their mothers for survival.  Life is always in autopilot mode  from the very first day: if babies and children were controllable  mothers wouldn’t suffer and  sweat so much.  Life is not a choice but happens to all  by design and marches on unabated.  Failure unimaginable had we been  afforded the right  to ...

  This Is Your Life! Job said. If I justify myself mine own mouth shall condemn me. If I say I am perfect, it shall also prove me perverse. Guilty as charged! You are guilty as your are and as you feel from your own conscience. Guilt is a matter of the heart and not your mental cognisance. This is how God rolls! At the Judgment Day, God by His Spirit, will speak to your life and not your mind. Remember, your heart works like a computer hard drive? It keeps and registers all the actions and activities of your heart...your words, thoughts and footprints! This is your life, God the Judge will say these words to each and everyone of us standing in front of the Judgment Seat of Christ. This is your life! Your life and mine is always in a continuous present tense. In case you don’t know this. There is no shadow of turning with God! God the Almighty is timeless, with Him it’s always Today; there’s no Tomorrow in His Eternal Space! We mortals, are the ones who are the ...

 Similar narrated video..  One Way Road   I’ve Been Down This Road Before! Life is nothing but just winding circles of endless labyrinths. We spend our miserable lives trying to look busy as if we’d soon take off and be seen no more. If I was not human enough, I’d have long given up from pretending to know just what lies around the corner. No matter how many times you cut the same corner.. things never look the same way every time you pass!. My brain goes off and shoots out loudly and ask... Have I not been this way before except for a few changes, things look all too familiar? Why I never lose my sanity is just another miracle from Above! Hello Beautiful! Did we not meet some time before today? She wildly shakes her head, smiles gleefully and giggles out loud as if to say.. Excuse me Sir,   I have never met you in a hundred years! I keep on walking and try hard to shake off all these images of her haunting my brain and assault my conscious. This ca...

  If I May... I Might! If life was as smooth and sleeveless as far as my mind could stretch... everything would be achievable in a blink of an eye. If seeing was as good as receiving without believing everything would not be farthest from possession . While possession plays a bigger role in our demanding daily lives... everything is not everything in all things to keep our hearts beating. If I may... I might! It is heart-breaking to always see life necessities from unapproachable distance. I can figure out what I want... But sometimes, what I want is just another distant star! If I may... I might! Struggling to barely survive... is one giant conundrum of our existence. If my dream world was habitable... I would remain in my comatose state forever. If I may... I might! Strangely, things look more realistic in our dreams than what they really are. Waking up from a serious dream is like watching your whole life washed away in a storm. If I may... I might! ...