PIKELELA GUTYUNGWA MEMOIRS

  Life Is A Teacher! After trudging through this rough forest of life for decades. I find myself standing on the edge of time. Yes indeed. I have crossed dangerous rivers and valleys... climbed hills and mountains. I have defied the laws of gravity when it comes to free-falling insanity. Somehow after going through impalpable and debilitating emotional traumas... It is a miracle beyond human contemplation... to find my feet still firmly dug into the ground. I am still standing. There is nothing as fulfilling for life explorers to finally find themselves... looking and staring at their illusive horizons. We spend our lifetime logged in a search mode. This desire of wanting to know... to see whatever is looming around the corner. Who said curiosity killed the cat? Our survival as humans would have ended thousands of millenniums ago... if there was no curiosity in our souls. I live, survive, and walk daily amid eight billion souls. God knows the batch numbe...

  The Mould! I still get cold chills running down my spine every time I look back at my life as a youth. Just how much we allowed our now deceased and immoral pastor... to deceive us with all his made-up lies. As my mind rolls back to my yesteryears... looking into my mirror I ask myself... How did I let this one slip and slid away unchallenged? We live in a world where individuals must choose the mould, they must fit in. Hello. Neutrality... is here not possible! Your right to remain neutral is unreserved. Pick your side. You can’t live in both worlds where only one is necessary to survive. Excuse me Sir. This is not in our MO... the way we do things around here. One of our resolute guides will explain to you all the accepted church protocols. The mould. In our church, you cannot say or ask anything ... the way you see it. We follow and obey what the man of god tells us. Christians all around the world, have been deceived. They find themselves i...

The Chase! Before I was a boy… I was a child. And before I was a child… I was a baby! Before I became a baby, I was nothing but just a blob of blood which came out of my father’s seed. And before… Oh no! Stop it! We get it. You do? Thank God. I just found myself a running mate in you! So, come on and let us go! Did you know that life starts with a circle and runs to nowhere? Did you ever notice how difficult it is to predict the present moment? Do you mean as of now? Yes, now. Also notice that… Now and then are two separate time events. It is easier for us to relate to the past we know and the future we do not know… than the present! The chase begins long before the impact of conception… our race to life. The chase is the rhythm of life. Life will not leave us alone to do our preferred business than to waste our breaths in this endless labyrinth to nowhere. Like the plant as described by Jesus. For the earth bringeth forth fruit of herself. Fir...